Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sometimes it can be a weird thing to be cast in a BDSM scene, with someone you don't know. You want to be sure that the person you're with is properly trained in the balance of pleasure and pain, but it can be unnerving when you don't know them. Things can go wrong, very quickly if there isn't trust and communication between play partners. That's why both of us were relieved when we were cast for Alessio's first time on Boundgods.com. He was a trooper! Check out the hot scene as I get to beat the shit out of him, and make him crave an ass raping.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
It's really interesting when you get to fuck your friends for work, but it's fantastic when they're as hot as Alessio Romero! The latest episode of Edger9 is up, and available... showcasing the talents of myself and Alessio as I skull fuck, and shove my cock up his butt. Sweet! Don't forget to vote for Edger9 on the Cybersocket site.... Last day! VOTE NOW!!!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
It's funny that it's almost been a year since I began my foray into porn. It was exactly around this time last year, I began speaking to Steve Cruz about performing. He didn't pressure me in any way, and we had become close friends, so I felt at ease with asking him questions regarding performing in a medium that was strange to me. There was one conversation that we had at the gym, that tipped the scale of pros and cons. "YOU, should probably do it.", Steve said as he lifted the large plate onto the bench press bar. "Why is that?", I smirked, curious as to what he was eluding to. "Because...", looking directly at me in a serious tone. ".... you're curious about it, and those that are curious about porn will always wonder 'what if', when they don't." He had a point. Surprisingly with all of the questions I was asking him, it hadn't occurred to me that I was already making up my mind, about my foray into the porn world. "You're absolutely right.", confirming what was the last pro to change my judgement of porn. With that he cast me in XXX, my first porn experience, that would be shot in January.
It's been a wild ride this year, and I have absolutely no regrets. I've done some traveling, met a lot of wonderful new friends, and received recognition for my performances and work that I didn't expect at all. Steve Cruz, forever the greatest mentor for me... put me as his hottest discovery of 2009. All I have to say is any recognition I receive, I have to share with him. You're the best Steve! Jack Manly, who has been a great support in the industry as well, recognized me yesterday as one of the stand out newcomers of 2009. Fleshbot, who always gives me some love, tops it off with putting me on their list of top-10 crush-worthy-objects-of-affection. Which is a fucking honor when you look at the list of guys I'm included with! I've shot with some amazing photographers this year, been included in a few books, had a documentary shot of me, coordinated a fundraising event, made appearances in New York and L.A., and of course, created Edger9.com. Nominated for a Cybersocket Award! (vote now!) If Steve had told me all of this would have happened within a year, I totally wouldn't have believed him... but he did say, right off the bat, "I have a feeling, you're gonna be a star."
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Okay, I've become obsessed. It doesn't happen very often, but I have, HAVE TO see Avatar! With getting to see some of the vehicles at the special effects studio in L.A., and lately spending my leisure hours at avatarmovie.com, I can freely admit my expectations are pretty high for James Cameron's latest movie. Plus, Sam Worthington is fucking HOT! I saw his body cast, it's yummy! I wouldn't usually say this, (afraid of the sci-fi backlash) but this movie might become the new Star Wars. The script, the acting, the characters, the vehicles, the aliens, the setting, the artistry..... it's all that good! There's no way to get IMAX 3D tickets for Friday, if you haven't already gotten them. But this is one movie that is worth the extra price of admission. You know that they spent at least that much making it. If any of you are seeing it Friday, don't tell me about it yet.... I'm gonna wait until during the week, or over the holidays so I can get a good seat. :)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Just finished a weekend in L.A., and despite the full torrents of rain and cloud, I had a great time! Didn't have any work stuff to do here, just thought it would be cool to join my buds Samuel Colt and Tony Aziz with an appearance at Cocktails with the Stars, and get better acquainted with Los Angeles with none of that whoring getting in the way. ;-) Highlights of the trip were of course hanging with Tony and Samuel, with us all staying with Alessio Romero and SilverFox. Had a great time at Cocktails meeting Scotty Boardman and some very sweet fans. The next morning I cooked breakfast for our brood. Don't mind being the kitchen bitch, since I enjoy cooking. Went to MJ's for the Raging Stallion release of Focus/Refocus and got to meet up with good friends Scott Tanner, Cole Streets, David Taylor, Jeremy Bilding, Chi Chi LaRue, GPcrush and more. We helped GPCrush celebrate her birthday, gotta love that girl! The highlight of my trip was my friend Steven Blank taking me to the special effects company he works for..... I majorly geeked out on stuff from Terminator, Avatar and the upcoming Thor movie. HOLY SHIT THAT'S GOING TO BE AWESOME!!! Made some great connections on this trip with people at the UnZipped office, and other people in the adult industry. Couldn't have asked for a more complete weekend. :)
Friday, December 4, 2009
Tomorrow's my birthday, and I turn 36. I'm not bothered by it at all, but when my husband jokingly referred to me as a 'senior pornstar'... it got me thinking. Am I really that old? To most of my friends, I'm a fucking pup. However, in the world of porn... I'm no spring chicken, and rightly so. Spring chickens have less muscle and meat on them!
Most people will easily call someone out for racist comments, or racial stereotyping in a porn scenario.... but I find that ageism is always given a pass. Granted, from a marketing standpoint, you want to get models that will be popular with a wide audience, but hot is hot!
I shot with Allen Silver early on with Edger9.com, because I thought he would be great to shoot with.... and I was right! But I couldn't believe the amount of negative ageist comments that I received. If he isn't your cup of tea... so be it. No need to get snarky, and say that men like him should be euthanized. Living in SF, and having a husband who's much older than me... I can appreciate all that mature men have to offer. I just hope that when I get to that age, I won't have to put up with stupid little kids that think they're all that, just because their in their 20's. Fuck you! For the record.... putting on your hook-up profile "don't even bother me if you are over 30", doesn't make you look cool. It just makes you a douche.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I had just finished shooting for 3 days straight in Toronto, and was on my way back to San Francisco when I started getting a number of calls on my cell. The first number looked recognizable, but wasn't programmed into my contact list. Hmmmm. The rates for using my phone were outrageous every time I crossed the border in Canada. Better to let them leave a message and see who called later. Besides, I had just had an enormous bill from my stay at the hotel. Really? Charges for local calls?!? Fuck. I relaxed in the cab, and lost myself in the music of my iPhone, staring out the cab window as the highway billboards called out to BUY ME! Another call. Looking at the number, I didn't recognize it. Oh well. A third call.... okay, that's weird. Someone is really trying to reach me. I looked at my voicemail. Nothing. Out of the U.S., I wouldn't get my messages until I was in American territory.
I put it out of my mind once I arrived at the airport, a little pissed off that the cabbie didn't help me with my luggage. Fucker. Got my boarding pass, and was filling out my customs card, when I got the text message.... It was from the talent department at Kink.com, asking if I was available tomorrow for a shoot. I guessed that's who was trying to call me. Love those guys there, so good at communication. I messaged back and told them 'yes'. But I was worried the text message didn't go through, when I didn't see a reply. Went through customs and while I was waiting at the gate decided I'd swallow the bitter pill, and use my cell to call. Good thing I did, 'cause they didn't receive the text. Turns out they had someone flake on a shoot, and needed me to replace him. They also told me my scene partner
would be Alessio Romero..... YAY!!!!
Alessio and I have become very close friends for awhile, but we never got to do a shoot together. Until now. How awesome is that? Waking up this morning, I contacted him and we met up at the gym to workout together, then had 6 hours of extreme sex with me dominating him. We have really great chemistry.... which is like "duh", since we're friends.... and I was shocked at how much I came on him. Especially considering the amount of times I've cum over the last few days. Our scene is seriously fucking HAWT! Check out Boundgods.com to see us fuck.... I'll post it on the blog when it's available. After the shoot, Alessio came over to my place and had dinner that I cooked for him. Seems only reasonable after I beat the hell out of him, and fucked him stupid, no?